Anonymous??

Hmm...


kebelakangan ni ada mesej2 dari Anonymous (i believe this is just the same person) yang appear dengan kata2 tak berapa nak baik kot.


Saya rasa macam tau dari siapa, tapi biar je la..


Terasa? I couldn't care less perhaps. Umur2 macam ni saya pernah melalui sesuatu yang lebih teruk dari ini. I've being working surrounded with those of opposite gender, i've been trained to be firm, strong and stringent. So hati dan perasaan saya tak serapuh wanita biasa, jika itu yang dia harapkan.


Hmm.. Macam mana nak explain ye, or should i really explain? Bosan sebenarnya dengan benda2 macam ni. And i'm no longer in the phase yang bergaduh2 berbalas kutukan dalam fb ke kat mana-mana ke... Its so teenagers to react that way. But when i suddenly sound completely heated, it means that the person/thing had totally hit my nerves.


Never meant to justify the wrongdoings i might have made, but true, hanya yang rapat dengan saya sahaja yang benar2 mengenali siapa sebenarnya saya. Again i would like to emphasize, this is exactly the way i am, there's nothing i can do to those who refused to dance in the same song, and even hate the song. And wait, should i really give a damn?


Being in a family that take LOVING EACH OTHER seriously, i dont know how to hate people. Having bad presumption and execute dreadful judgement to people is really not the manner i have been taught for 26 years. Evenmore when i don't even know the person, in what sense should the verdict being made?


These people seemed to flatly contradict with every single thing written in here. You know, when you keen to spend your time reading my thoughts, you actually care much of me. Do you realize that? Thanks anyway.


Living in hatred? Kesian, but what can i do?


*sigh*


Get a life sis, for God sake. Or create your own blog then you can always genuinely backfire instead of tembak bertubi2 behind the name of anonymous sebab takut sangat orang tau you siapa.. Eh, is anonymous also considered as a name? Or noname?? Well, whatever. Come on, bring it on. You're way better than this.

P.S: Hope this is the last post i'll be talking about this. Buang masa la layan.