Dah lama tak demam teruk macam ni.. huhu

Hari ini dan semalam demam. Agak teruk juga, maybe sebab saya sangat jarang demam. Semalam balik kerja terus baring atas katil. I'm shivering for God sake,eventhough baring dalam selimut, tak pasang kipas dan pakai jacket lagi.
Mama datang, saya yang masa tu dalam keadaan separuh sedar masih boleh dengar suara cemas mama betapa panasnya badan saya. Saya tak mampu nak cakap apa2,cuma membiarkan mama letak kain lembab atas dahi saya. Sempat jugak sy dgr mama kecoh2 call abah yang sedang bermain badminton kat dewan.
Dalam separuh sedar tu i also heard myself mumbling,"ma, demam biasa je la. bkn paralysed pun". Erm, saya ni memang pantang betul masuk klinik. Tak suka sangat bau ubat2 yang ada kat klinik tu.
I told ma want to sleep for a while before dinner. Mama dengan muka disagree nya tu terpaksa menurut juga. So after makan ubat yang sedia ada dalam first aid kit kat rumah tu, saya tidur sekejap nak hilangkan rasa pening2.
Lepas tidur dalam sejam macam tu, badan rasa masih lemah. Sebab tidur maghrib kot huhu..After mandi dan solat, makan malam dengan mak abah. Lauk sedap giler. Ada sambal belacan, ikan bakar dan sayur kangkung. Tapi mama suruh makan bubur ayam halia yang dia da masak.

"Err..nak calit sikit sambal tu boleh ke mak?"..

"Ha, jangan nak mengada2, kang sakit dada tu makan pedas2 time demam ni" kata mama..Huuuu (-_-")

I lose my apetite. I eat a bit, just to be thrown up after that. Dah sangat lama saya tak demam macam ni. I almost forget how's the feel. Now i know, it is soo NOT GOOD. I'm soo cold right now. I feel very sleepy..

Now, at office pun, banyak rehat dari buat kerja. Macam tak sedap hati lak buat macam tu. So, banyak juga lah update files tadi. Obselete mana2 dokumen yang dah lama. So, tak rasa sangat masa berlalu.

Hope tomorrow dah better sikit dari hari ini dan semalam. Whoever read this, pray for me frens..Perasaan dilanda demam sangat tak best.

Love Chooses You...

LOVE CHOOSES YOU

if you find yourself in love with someone,
and that someone doesn't love you,
be gentle to yourself..
there's nothing wrong with you..
but love just did not choose to rest in that someone's heart..

if you find someone in love with you
and you cannot answer that love,
feel honoured that love has came by and called on your door..
but gently refuse the feeling you cannot return,
as love did not choose to settle in your heart..

if you find yourself in love with someone and the love returns,
it still can happen that the love chooses to leave..
do not try to reclaim it and do not assess any blame..
let it go..
despite the pain, there is a reason and meaning to this..
you can not chooses love by yourself..

LOVE CHOOSES YOU.....

rasa blues je petang2 ni..macam bukan diriku yang sebenar pulok hahaha.. ^,~